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Saturday, February 17, 2018

The Blue Lights

A single motorcycle
Led the silent parade
Face serious, determined
Eyes focused ahead
Leaning a little forward


A second motorcycle followed
A copy of the first
Then blue flashing lights
Announcing the long black car


The faces on the other side of the street
Solemn
Some holding small flags
A young man with his hat off
An older woman saluting


The long black car
Passed us by
I didn’t know this hero
Byt I felt a deep sadness


For his wife, his children,
His parents, his friends,
His co-workers
His neighbors
Even the people whom
He probably gave a ticket to
For speeding
Just in front of my church


We all silently stood by
While the blue flashing lights
Slowly passed
A parade of blue from Locust Grove Police.
Henry County Sheriff
Our neighbors from Newton and Butts
One from Eatonton, and Border Patrol
And many, many others


The tears slipped out as the procession continued
No one spoke
We all just stood and felt the wound
When one of us is injured
We are all injured.


If we sit at home
And watch it on TV
We don’t see everyone else’s pain
Close up


As I stood and watched each policeman
Drive by,
Some wiping their tears,
Others holding a strong face
Determined to keep it together


I felt the thread that binds us all together
When one human suffers, and we experience together
It is no less painful, but it connects us
And helps us heal..
Because we were all injured that day
Our brother, neighbor, son, father, fellow citizen took the bullet for us
And I honored him by standing in silence.


Thank you to everyone who showed up today
So we could grieve together.
We are stronger for it.
Love binds us together.

Tuesday, February 13, 2018

I think I'm in love with Frida Kahlo

I think I’m in love with Frida Kahlo.
Everytime I see her face, whether a photo or a beautiful broken self-portrait,
I feel my heart lunge outwards.
Like it’s trying to reach her.


This woman, so broken physically, yet so immensely spiritually whole.
Colored her pain, her despair
She broke through the brokeness
Like reaching through a solid wall with her bare hand

She danced so close to death, on a daily basis
Yet did not retreat into a shell
Or the depths of depression
Her drive pulls me to her


I want to brush her hair
And weave beautiful ribbons in her braids
I want to walk to the market and find brilliant flowers
To dress up her up-do
I want to iron her dresses
And shine her shoes
Because I find her to be the freeest woman I’ve ever known.

And a free woman is a beauty unlike any other

Wednesday, February 7, 2018

Response to EB Browning Sonnet XXVI

Fractured family
The empty spot, where the man should be, would be, could be
Is like a home hit by a bolt of lightening
A wall missing leaving the home open
On one side
Vulnerable to wind, rain, sheets of ice
For years, I imagined a new wall, covering the home
The material would be solid and strong
Or would it be pink with flowers and fancy decorations
Or simply a sheer screen, veiling us from the harsh world
But thin enough to see the beauty on the other side
Maybe just a series of windows, from floor to ceiling, no drapes
Just an avenue of sunlight to drape my inner world
Then, a moment came, when I forgot the open wall was there
And walked outside
And stood in the rain, felt the ice on my feet, and the winds rush through my hair

And realized the gift of the open wall took me directly towards my dreams